The Reason

If I laid out my memories of the past 6 months in a line side by side
I don't think there would be many without you
And even those memories are in some way connected to you
And so I have to wonder if you are my reason

If I stacked every email written sinc Jan. one on top of the other
Not very many of them exclude you
And the ones that do I seem to send to you anyway
And so maybe you willed me here

Then again I do recall I prayed for a refuge-a haven of sorts out East
Somewhere for me to recover, to get healthy, and to heal
And though I was looking for a place
you may well be my answer

Today I started to count my many blessing and you kept popping up
No matter how hard I tried to think of other things and people
You seem to be entangled in my heart
And I don't mind